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Friday 28 December 2018

End of year

So, Christmas is past, Hogmanay is to come, and here is the plan for this final week of the year...

Week 18:
28 Dec-4 Jan
Fri 28 light a candle for myself & The Wm & Shadow
Sat 29 a lie in & breakfast in bed
Sun 30 film matinee
Mon 31 plan 12 monthly changes for 2019
Tues 1 new hobby - embossing
Wed 2 time with friends
Thurs 3 start new EOM unit
Gifts to your self
What gifts would you like to give yourself? Here are some suggestions: rest, quietness, steps towards better health, a digital detox, opportunities to make new friends, forgiveness, sleep, time alone, learn something new, an edible treat, a film night, a lie in, a new hobby or game.
Choose 7 gifts. Each day this week, give your self one gift. How does it make you feel?


… and, indeed, for the rest of this Year to Change, so you, dear reader, have something to read and perhaps ponder on while the blog goes into hibernation for a while. Enjoy!



Jan: Now, Not Janus


Wk 19: 
4 -11 Jan

Practice deep breathing & meditation, using
http://how-to-meditate.org/breathing-meditations (or another such resource)
Wk 20: 11-18 Jan

Practice mindfulness, using https://www.mindful.org/meditation/mindfulness-getting-started/ (or another such resource)
Wk 21: 18-25 Jan

Practice gratitude, using
  • http://www.effective-positive-thinking.com/how-to-develop-gratitude.html
  • https://chopra.com/articles/how-to-develop-a-gratitude-mindset
(or other such resources)
Research humour. Why is it referred to as a 'sense'? Why is it valuable? What is your style of humour?
Wk 22: 25 Jan-1 Feb

Write three paragraphs on:
What do you find hard to accept?
Why?
How would it help if you could?
Then start to learn to practice acceptance using https://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-13730/5-things-everyone-should-know-about-acceptance.html
and/or other such resources.

Feb: Love

Wk 23: 1-8 Feb

Read 'The 17 secrets of the Karma Club' by Karen McCombie; &/or watch the film 'Evan Almighty'; &/or read 'Join Me' and 'Random Acts of Kindness' by Danny Wallace; &/or read Random Kindness and Senseless Acts of Beauty by Anne Herbert... And then think: How will you practice kindliness?
Wk 24: 8-15 Feb

Love of God: Read https://christianhistoryinstitute.org/study/module/augustine
How can I show that I love God? e.g. pray, honour God's name, follow the Way of Jesus, love self, neighbours, enemies, practice forgiveness and compassion
Choose something to do every day this week to show how you love God
Wk 25: 15-22 Feb

Love of other/s
Read: https://www.huffingtonpost.com/kate-snowise/5-simple-ways-to-demonstrate-love-in-a-hurting-world_b_8578188.html
Choose something to do every day this week to show how you love others
Wk 26: 22 Feb-1 Mar

Love of self
Read: https://www.huffingtonpost.com/margaret-paul-phd/love-yourself_b_4218211.html
Choose something to do every day this week to show how you love your self



SPRING
BODY


March: Appreciating

Wk 27: 
1-8 Mar

Consider this: your skin replaces itself once a month, your stomach lining every five days, your liver every six weeks, and your skeleton every three months. Your body is extraordinary - begin to respect and appreciate it.
Create a list of all the things your body lets you do. Read it and add to it often.
Wk 28: 8-15 Mar

Count your blessings, not your blemishes; become aware of what your body can do each day. Remember it is the instrument of your life, not just an ornament.
Every morning when you wake up, thank your body for resting and rejuvenating itself so you can enjoy the day; every evening when you go to bed, tell your body how much you appreciate what it has allowed you to do throughout the day.
Wk 29: 
15-22 Mar

Create a list of people you admire: people who have contributed to your life, your community, or the world. Consider whether their appearance was important to their success and accomplishments.
Now create a list of positive things about yourself - without mentioning your appearance. Add to it daily!
Wk 30: 
22-29 Mar

Search for the beauty in the world and in yourself.
Put a sign on each of your mirrors saying “I am beautiful inside and out.”
Wk 31: 
29 Mar-5 Apr

Think of your body as the vehicle to your dreams. Honour it. Respect it. Fuel it. Be it’s friend and supporter, not its enemy.
Eat when you are hungry. Rest when you are tired. Find a method of exercise that you enjoy and do it regularly, not to lose weight or fight your body, but to make your body healthy and strong, and because it makes you feel good.

April:
Fuelling & Using

Wk 32: 5-12 Apr

Create a menu plan; then keep a diary of what you actually eat and drink!
Wk 33: 
12-19 Apr

Add in these 'super foods': virgin olive oil, ricotta & cottage cheese, pumpkin seeds, spinach, soy beans, purple grape juice, asparagus, tempeh, prunes, sauerkraut, chocolate, eggs, parsley, broccoli, sprouts, walnuts, tomatoes, hemp seeds
Wk 34: 
19-26 Apr

Keep going with 20 mins exercise x3/week
Wk 35:
26 Apr-3 May

Add in a new form of exercise for fun!.. swimming? dancing?

May: Pampering

Wk 36: 3-10 May

Create a home spa day
Wk 37: 
10-17 May

Spend a day in the garden or go on a picnic
Wk 38: 
17-24 May

Read for a whole day, and watch a film in the evening
Wk 39: 
24-31 May

Take a week's holiday!



SUMMER
HEART


June: Sowing

Wk 40:
31 May-7 Jun

Look back over your life and draw it as if it were a road, passing through the events that were significant to you. At the end of the road of the past is today. Where will you choose the road to lead next? Draw in as many options as you wish, in pencil. Then choose one onward road, and take the first step along it.
Wk 41: 7-14 Jun

Using pictures/images cut out from magazines or printed from the internet, make a collage of how you want your life to be from now on. Put it up somewhere you'll see it every day.
Wk 42: 
14-21 Jun

Sowing Seeds:
Imagine there is an 'anything goes' menu where you can order anything you want from the Universe. What would you order/request?
Every thing, and certainly every goal/aim/desire/wish starts off as a seed, whether it's to do with friendship, health, family, career, whatever. Seeds need the right soil, water, warmth, and sunlight to grow.
Choose one particular goal. What is the first seed you can plant to get it going? Then what do you need to do to nurture its growth? Don't just write it down... Do it! And remember that not all the seeds we plant will grow and blossom: but we have to keep trying anyway.
Wk 43: 
21-28 Jun

Buy a packet of seeds that can be planted now, in June. Sow them. Look after them.
Wk 44:
 28 Jun-5 Jul

Check out Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs; then add in another goal/seed to nurture, as in week 40.

July: Growing

Wk 45: 5-12 Jul

Read these articles: https://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-20798/how-to-grow-as-a-person-no-matter-what-youre-going-through.html
https://www.theodysseyonline.com/13-ways-to-grow-as-person
Write your own list of what you need &/or can do to help your self to grow. Remember: You are what you do, not what you say you'll do! (Jung)
Wk 46: 
12-19 Jul

Do something you've never done before
Wk 47: 
19-26 Jul

Enjoy a day at the seaside/out of doors
Wk 48: 
26 Jul-2 Aug

Do one thing each day entirely for fun!

August: Harvesting

Wk 49: 
2-9 Aug

Do we reap what we sow? i.e. is karma (cause & effect) true? What are you 'reaping' at the moment? What would you like to reap a year hence?
Wk 50: 9-16 Aug

Go pleasure shopping at a market, note all the breads, fruit and veg; have lunch out
Wk 51: 
16-23 Aug

Work out a plan for the coming year in order to fulfil your wish.
Wk 52: 
23-30 Aug

Pack for a week's holiday next week!


Friday 21 December 2018

Year to Change: recap & this week's update

WINTER
SPIRIT


Dec: Gifts & Giving

Week 14: 
30 Nov-7 Dec

Giving to others:
  • It's Advent! Send C'mas cards & gifts to friends/family
  • Send an unexpected card to someone you don't usually include
  • Work out how you can give to your community, society, world at large... and then do it!
Week 15: 
7-14 Dec


Assessment of own gifts/talents: List current opinion of own gifts/talents, then do the following -
  • Skills Scan: https://www.mindtools.com/pages/article/get-started.htm
  • Values Card Sort: http://thegoodproject.org/toolkits-curricula/the-goodwork-toolkit/value-sort-activity/
  • Resumé Review: Print a copy of CV. Using highlighters, mark what you wish to continue (what brings joy!) in green and roles/outcomes to be left behind in orange. Mark in pink anything from the orange areas that could be redeemed in any way.
Now revisit and revise original list.
Week 16: 
14-21 Dec

Spiritual gifts: Read/study:
  • 1 Cor. 12.1-11
  • https://bible.org/seriespage/6-spiritual-gifts-1-corinthians-121-11
  • https://spiritualgiftstest.com/spiritual-gifts/
  • Galatians 5
Now list your own spiritual gifts, and how you will cultivate others
Week 17: 
21-28 Dec

Receiving the gift of love:

Do I block love because of pride or fear? Accepting love depends on trust, not fearing loss, being open, banishing negativity, expressing one's own love, not trying to be an island, and loving one's self - which can be very hard. 

Every day this week look in a mirror and say out loud x (name their names) love/s me just as I am; God loves me just as I am; I love me just as I am.

Write thank you notes - proper paper ones - and post them.

Thursday 20 December 2018

The Twelve Days of Christmas


The Twelve Days of Christmas
- an alternative celebration - 




Day 1: 20/21 December - Mother Night & the Winter Solstice

On the first day of Christmas, my true love gave to me a partridge in a pear tree...

The Old Norse festival of Modranicht, Mother Night, was held in honour not only of the goddesses Frigg and Freya, but also of motherhood and of our female ancestors. As a pre-Christian festival celebrated on the eve of the Winter Solstice, Modranicht marked the beginning of the twelve night Yule/Jól cycle - the term Yule/Jól being believed by some etymologists to be derived from the ancient Norse word for wheel, signifying the turning of the “wheel of the year". The festival was later incorporated into Christian practice as "the Twelve Days of Christmas" and therefore came to be celebrated on what is now Christmas Eve, 24th December.
This first night of Yule is a good time to reflect on the Mother, spoken of cryptically in the medieval carol as 'the pear tree': she who gives birth to the Light of the World, who-ever or what-ever you conceive that to be, For some, it is Jesus, the 'partridge in the pear tree'. 
We can also bring to mind the 'cosmic womb' from which the universe came into being, and consider the creative tension of opposites - dark and light, chaos and order, masculine and feminine, void and form - all of which are necessary to create life and sustain balance.
From the title given to this eve, Mother Night (often translated as Mother's Night, which is different) I wonder: is Night also our Mother?

Praise Song for My Mother

You were
water to me
deep and bold and fathoming.
You were
moon’s eye to me
pull and grained and mantling.
You were
sunrise to me
rise and warm and streaming.
You were
the fishes red gill to me
the flame tree’s spread to me
the crab’s leg/the fried plantain smell
replenishing replenishing.
Go to your wide futures, you said.
Grace Nichols (1950-)

In some traditions, different goddesses and stars are honoured on this night, as representations of the divine feminine. They include Rhea, Juno, Nut, Callisto, Cassiopeia, Ariadne, the Pleiades (Alcyone, Maia, Electra, Taygeta, Celaeno, Asterope, and Merope), Astraea, Sothis, and Andromeda.
The Winter Solstice itself has been observed by people across the world for thousands of years. It is the shortest day of the year, after which the days grow increasingly longer and lighter, and it was celebrated by the ritual lighting of fires, by feasting, by cleansing and purifying rituals, and by chanting and singing to encourage the return of the Sun.
For me, as for the people of various ancient cultures, the 'day' begins the evening before, so at around 18.00 on the evening of 20th, I shall be lighting a night-light, and leaving it to burn down overnight, signifying for me the crucial balance of light and dark, and also representing the lights of the sun, moon, and stars.
A possible carol for this night is the one below, which makes sense for me, as nothing else does, of my attempts to honour my Christian heritage.

Every star shall sing a carol , every creature high or low.
Come and praise the King of Heaven by whatever name you know.
God above, man below, Holy is the name I know.

When the King of all creation had a cradle on the earth
Holy was the human body, Holy was the human birth.
God above, man below, Holy is the name I know.

Who can tell what other cradle, high above the Milky Way,
still may rock the King of Heaven on another Christmas Day?
God above, man below, Holy is the name I know.

Who can count how many crosses, still to come or long ago,
crucify the King of Heaven? Holy is the name I know.
God above, man below, Holy is the name I know.

Who can tell what other body he will hallow for his own?
I will praise the son of Mary, brother of my blood and bone.
God above, man below, Holy is the name I know.

Every star and every planet, every creature high and low,
come and praise the King of Heaven by whatever name you know.
God above, man below, Holy is the name I know.
Sydney Carter



Day Two: 21/22 December

On the second day of Christmas, my true love gave to me two turtle doves...

The dove has long been a symbol of the Goddess, the feminine aspect of the Divine, in Christian, Judaic, Greek, and Celtic practices. Today is an opportunity to honour both Mary, the mother of Jesus, and Mary Magdalene, his companion. I shall be lighting two night-lights, again around 18.00 on the evening of 21st. And here are two of my own poems, written earlier this year, but appropriate for today.

Magrat's Poem of the Magdalene

Who are you, Dark Lady of the gospels, you and the other women,
providing for the Lord as he roams throughout the Galilee...

Why are you, Dark Priestess with a jar of nard,
kneeling to anoint the Bridegroom's feet,
preparing Him for death, for rising, as you follow to Jerusalem...

When are you, Dark Sorrow, watching as Love dies, then and now
you bring your spice of solace, sitting shiva with the other Mary at our tomb...

Where are you, Dark Mystery who disappears; running to tell the others,
you leave us in a garden with angels at our side...

What are you, Dark Secret of church history: recovering demoniac,
repentant lady of the night, for ages wholly side-lined - or the Holy Grail...

How are we to find you, beautiful black Magdalene,
Wisdom for our folly, Sister, Mother, Child,
shining through our Darkness...
(c) ZL. 2018

The Selection Panel

Then God said: Let us make humankind in our image,
according to our likeness... So God created humankind,
in the image of God, male and female...

We have come a long way since then;
we have travelled from the far south, into the valleys;
we have collected possessions, we have walked upright,
we have gained - Wisdom?

Is it Wisdom that lays waste to the land?
Is it Wisdom that scatters our common humanity?
Is it Wisdom that wants things and things and things?

No: for this is all folly, the folly of beautiful matter
that cannot transcend but only fragment,
that blinds us to the light of Anima Mundi.

Dark Goddess, Mokosha, Mother,
lead us to live up to our name,
and to turn from Metis;
lead us from the unreal to the real,
lead us from darkness to light,
lead us from death to immortality,
that we may taste and see your grace and glory.
(c) ZL. 2018



Day Three: 22/23 December

On the third day of Christmas, my true love gave to me three French hens...

It has been said that, according to letters written between priests during the 1500’s, the persecuted Cathars related the 'Three French Hens' to the three theological virtues, Faith, Hope & Charity, who, traditionally, were the daughters of Sophia, goddess of Wisdom. 'Charity' is now often translated as Love. Our word 'charity' derives from the Proto-Indo-European root ka-, meaning to like or desire, which in Latin became caritas, interpreted as meaning a costly affection - and hence the concept of charity as compassionate care or benevolence - literally well-wishing.
The Cathars did not call themselves Cathars, but rather Bons Hommes and Bonnes Femmes - 'good men' and 'good women'. The term Cathar, ascribed to them by others, derives from the Greek word katharoi, meaning the pure ones, and is related to catharsis, the Greek practice of emotional release and purification.
The first of my three candles today will be for the Cathars who were ruthless pursued and slaughtered by Church and State; the second will be for catharsis, especially for the release of fear, and the third will be for the blessings of the virtues of faith, hope and charity.

Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity,
I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.
And though I have the gift of prophecy,
and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge;
and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity,
I am nothing.
And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor,
and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity,
it profiteth me nothing.
Charity suffereth long, and is kind;
charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself,
is not puffed up,doth not behave itself unseemly,
seeketh not her own,is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;
rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;
beareth all things,believeth all things,
hopeth all things,endureth all things.
Charity never faileth:
but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail;
whether there be tongues, they shall cease;
whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.
For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.
But when that which is perfect is come,
then that which is in part shall be done away.
When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child:
but when I became a man, I put away childish things.
For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face:
now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.
And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three;
but the greatest of these is charity.
I Corinthians 13.1-13 AKJV


Day Four: 23/24 December

On the fourth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me four colly birds...

What, you may ask, is a colly bird? Not, as often given, ''calling' birds. No, colly is an old English dialect word meaning black, and came from the word for coal. So, four black birds, most likely actual blackbirds - but hopefully not, like their four-and-twenty relatives, baked in a pie! Blackbirds were considered to be sacred by both the ancient Greeks and Celts, and, according to legend, three of them sit and sing in the World Tree. Those who listen to their song fall into a trance and are able to travel to the OtherWorld.
In the Twelve Days carol, the four birds have been taken to represent the four gospels and/or their authors, more usually represented by the images of a human or angel (Matthew), a lion (Mark), an ox (Luke) and an eagle (John), these being the 'four living creatures' that surround the throne of God, according to Revelation 4.7.
As today is our Christmas Eve, it's a good time to reflect on the 'old old story' of how the divine becomes fully human in the person of Jesus, who taught that God's kingdom is neither pie in the sky nor jam tomorrow but HERE and NOW. It's a conjunction of heaven and earth, of an other world and this world, of divine and human, of eternity and time, of the spatial and the infinite.
So, with Incarnation in mind, four lights: for the birds of the air, for the fish of the sea, for the echidnas, dragons and phoenixes of the fire, and for all creatures of the land, including we who are human.


On the Mystery of the Incarnation

It's when we face for a moment
the worst our kind can do, and shudder to know
the taint in our own selves, that awe
cracks the mind's shell and enters the heart:
not to a flower, not to a dolphin,
to no innocent form
but to this creature vainly sure
it and no other is god-like, God
(out of compassion for our ugly
failure to evolve) entrusts,
as guest, as brother,
the Word.
Denise Levertov



Day Five: 24/25 December

On the fifth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me five gold rings...

Who wouldn't love to receive five gold rings in their Christmas stocking? Sorry to disappoint, but the five gold rings in the carol aren't the ones that go with the bells on your toes! Said by some to symbolise the first five books of our Bible, which make up the Torah, there's another suggestion as to what the five gold rings are: not the rather weak idea that they symbolise the kingship of Jesus and/or the marital relationship of God and the Church (in which case, why five?!) but rather, in keeping with the previous four avian images, that they are Ring-Necked Pheasants. Which may (does!) seem a rather odd idea, but bear with me...
Pheasants originated in Asia, and their symbolism has both positive and negative aspects.
In symbol systems, birds are nearly always defined as travellers, those on spiritual paths, flying high, venturing into the ethereal realm, and perhaps experiencing the music of the spheres. Pheasants neither sing nor fly much, rather they squawk and strut about, admittedly thus showing off their beautiful feathers, at least in the case of the males, the females being less showy! And they nest on the ground, not in trees. So, very much a symbol of the Earth, and of masculinity - in China the pheasant is the symbol of noblemen. The pheasant is also the national symbol of Japan, and thus an imperial symbol of power, although also understood to be the messenger of Amaterasu ('Shining in Heaven'), the goddess of the Sun and the Universe, a principle deity of Shintoism. Female pheasants were admired for their camouflage which made them difficult to hunt, and they thus became a symbol of protection and concealment.
So, five gold pheasants? Maybe, if they are symbols of both nobility and concealment. Use your imagination, and apply that to the Christmas story - yes, it works!
But while I was researching all this, I was interested to learn about the meaning of wearing rings on particular fingers. It is said that the thumb has to do with will power, independent thought and freedom, and is symbolic of strength; the index finger has to do with authority and ambition, and wearing a ring on this finger demonstrates assertiveness; the middle finger being the tallest and the central finger, has to do with our identity and purpose in life, and wearing a ring on it can indicate a desire to be the centre of attention; the fourth/ring finger is associated with feeling of love and affection, as well as with creativity; and wearing a ring on the little finger is a symbol of our bonds with, and attitude to, other people and the material world.
Strength, authority, purpose, love, and human bonding: appropriate for the five Christmas Day candles? I think so.



Day Six: 25/26 December

On the sixth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me six geese a-laying...

Guess what? Yes, more birds... But short and sweet today: eggs, the symbol of life; six geese laying eggs, the symbol of the six days of creation, according to the first of the creation myths recounted in the book of Genesis. A candle for each day: day one - light (day) divided from darkness (night); day two - the firmament of heaven between the waters; day three - dry land, grass , herbs and trees; day four - sun, moon, and stars; day five - creatures of the water and the air; day six - creatures of the earth.

O all ye Works of the Lord, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Angels of the Lord, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Heavens, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Waters that be above the Firmament, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O all ye Powers of the Lord, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Sun and Moon, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Stars of Heaven, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Showers and Dew, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Winds of God, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Fire and Heat, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Winter and Summer, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Dews and Frosts, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Frost and Cold, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Ice and Snow, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Nights and Days, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Light and Darkness, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Lightnings and Clouds, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O let the Earth bless the Lord: yea, let it praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Mountains and Hills, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O all ye Green Things upon the Earth, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Wells, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Seas and Floods, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Whales, and all that move in the Waters, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O all ye Fowls of the Air, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O all ye Beasts and Cattle, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Children of Men, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O let Israel bless the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Priests of the Lord, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Servants of the Lord, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye Spirits and Souls of the Righteous, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
O ye holy and humble Men of heart, bless ye the Lord: praise him, and magnify him for ever.
Benedicite 1662.


Day Seven: 26/27 December

On the seventh day of Christmas, my true love gave to me seven swans a-swimming...

The number seven is said to represent wholeness, completion, and perfection. What do we have today? Seven swans a-swimming. Oh yes, more birds, big, powerful ones, doing all that cliched paddling beneath the surface while apparently serenely gliding along. Symbolism? The seven gifts of the Spirit, which, as you know, are Wisdom, Understanding, Counsel, Fortitude, Knowledge, Piety and Fear of the Lord.

Alternatively, the swans are the seven sacraments (Baptism, Communion, Confession, Confirmation, Marriage, Anointing of the Sick, and Holy Orders) "sailing majestically on the seas of grace".

I like the phrase 'seas of grace', and it reminds me of Don Cupitt's book, and the subsequent TV series, 'Sea of Faith', which gave rise to the organisation of the same name, 'exploring and affirming religious faith as a human creation... for this life' (sofn.org.uk). Well, of course. Last year (2017) Don Cupitt last year said this:
"I began in the Sixties as a revisionist Christian theologian, but I seem to have ended trying to make the philosophy of life into a respectable subject. Nobody has as yet quite been able to do this in the English-speaking world. I seem to have moved from standard Western Christian faith to an eclectic Christian philosophy of life."
The title Sea of Faith comes from Matthew Arnold's poem 'Dover Beach':

The sea is calm to-night.
The tide is full, the moon lies fair
Upon the straits; on the French coast the light
Gleams and is gone; the cliffs of England stand;
Glimmering and vast, out in the tranquil bay.
Come to the window, sweet is the night-air!
Only, from the long line of spray
Where the sea meets the moon-blanched land,
Listen! you hear the grating roar
Of pebbles which the waves draw back, and fling,
At their return, up the high strand,
Begin, and cease, and then again begin,
With tremulous cadence slow, and bring
The eternal note of sadness in.
Sophocles long ago
Heard it on the Aegean, and it brought
Into his mind the turbid ebb and flow
Of human misery; we
Find also in the sound a thought,
Hearing it by this distant northern sea.
The Sea of Faith
Was once, too, at the full, and round earth's shore
Lay like the folds of a bright girdle furled.
But now I only hear
Its melancholy, long, withdrawing roar,
Retreating, to the breath
Of the night-wind, down the vast edges drear
And naked shingles of the world.
Ah, love, let us be true
To one another! for the world, which seems
To lie before us like a land of dreams,
So various, so beautiful, so new,
Hath really neither joy, nor love, nor light,
Nor certitude, nor peace, nor help for pain;
And we are here as on a darkling plain
Swept with confused alarms of struggle and flight,
Where ignorant armies clash by night.

The phrase 'the Seven Seas' used to simply mean all the oceans of the world, including the Arctic, the Antarctic, the North and South Pacifics, the North and South Atlantics, and the Indian Oceans. So at 18.00 I'll be lighting seven lights for those all seas, of faith and of water, which swans and others paddle, swim, and fear to drown in - and from which our forefathers came. And I shall be thinking of my own father, who was born on this day 112 years ago.



Day Eight: 27/28 December

On the eighth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me eight maids a-milking...

At last, no more birds... but it seems there must be cows, as today we have eight maids milking them - or might they be goats? Either way I certainly don't want their milk: just as milk for baby humans needs to be human milk, so milk from animals is for baby animals, and not for humans. Anything other than that is simply weird. So, what to do with these eight maids and their small herd? Well, keeping up with weird stuff, it actually has been suggested that this eighth day of Christmas is not about cows, goats, or milking, but is about, yes, you guessed it, more birds - magpies to be exact. But, disappointingly and try as I might, I can't find out why, not even in the article that suggests it, other than the connection between magpies and fortune telling, as in the verse 'One for sorrow, Two for mirth, Three for a wedding, Four for a birth, Five for silver, Six for gold, Seven for a secret not to be told, Eight for heaven, Nine for hell, and Ten for the devil's own sel.'
Fortune telling and magpies aside, eight has been regarded as a special, even a sacred, number, symbolising in the Middle Ages, for example, the perfection of incoming planetary energy from the eight 'unmoving stars'. In sacred geometry, eight is the octogon, the intermediate between the circle of Heaven and the square of Earth, and, as double four, it is the number of ascension above the material world through the spiritual perspective. And from the eighth step of the musical scale, the octave, eight is said to bring harmonic resonance and a sense of fulfillment.
It doesn't quite work out this year, but in patristic writings, Sunday was known as 'the eighth day'. There is some reasoning behind this which is, frankly, too mystical even for me! But I do get that the idea behind it was that it was a day beyond nature and time, and a glimpse of eternity. Traditionally babies were named on the eighth day after their birth, and, from ancient times, Christian baptistries and fonts have been octagonal, indicating the way that the newly baptised, whether infant or adult, are entering the realm of the Eight Day.
Oh, and I almost forgot. In case you're wondering, the milkmaids are said to represent the eight Beatitudes, so my eight candles this evening will be for people who are low, depressed, anxious, fearful, people who are grieving, people who are downtrodden, people who are seeking righteousness, people who are merciful, people who are pure in heart, people who are peace-makers, and people who are persecuted, for whatever reason.

And seeing the multitudes, he went up into a mountain:
and when he was set, his disciples came unto him:
and he opened his mouth, and taught them, saying,
Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.
Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth.
Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness:
for they shall be filled.
Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.
Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness’ sake:
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you,
and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake.
Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven:
for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.
Matthew 5.1-12 AKJV



Day Nine: 28/29 December

On the ninth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me nine ladies dancing...

In terms of the 'secret catechism' the nine ladies dancing represent the nine fruits of the Holy Spirit, as described in Galatians 5.22-23: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self control. A good list of very desirable virtues.
To the Teutonic and Celtic people, nine was a sacred number, being three times three, and three represented the triple aspects of the goddess as maiden, mother, and crone. This, below, was their Code of Nine, inscriptions of which have been found at various places throughout Scandinavia, and which date from at least 1,000 CE if not earlier, and I shall light a candle for each of the nine parts of the code.

THE CODE IS TO HONOUR
Honour yourself with truth and fairness.
Your word is your bond, give your word power by adhering to it.
Honour your family and friends with reverence and respect.
Honour your love and the way above all else.
Honour is the mark of strength and nobility.
THE CODE IS TO PROTECT
Protect with savagery your blood and kin.
Let no one or nothing violate your love or the way.
Let there always be inequity in defence.
Always protect thrice as fiercely as one is attacked.
Protection is the mark of a warrior spirit.
THE CODE IS TO FLOURISH
Prosperity and growth are key to the survival of the way.
Such is the mark of intelligence.
THE CODE IS KNOWLEDGE
Knowledge is power.
Seek ever to expand the mind.
Never stagnate, for knowledge is a gift from the Gods.
THE CODE IS CHANGE
Adapting and changing are important for growth and survival.
That which cannot adapt or change is doomed to perish.
Change is the mark of insight.
THE CODE IS FAIRNESS
Pay all debts, pull your own weight,
always hear and consider all sides.
Treat all others with equity and fairness.
Expect the same.
THE CODE IS BALANCE
Remember the Law of Balance:
All that which you do or wish for, good or ill,
shall return to you one day.
Strive for the good.
THE CODE IS CONTROL
Never lose control to anger or be baited by hostility.
Never strike a woman unless your very life hangs in the balance.
Never violate the weak or innocent.
Never tolerate those who do.
Control is the mark of a disciplined mind,
a sign of the greatest of warriors.
THE CODE IS CONFLICT
Those who follow the way must know the art
of combat, weapons, and vengeance.
War is a part of the path.
Always be prepared for hostility.
It is a destiny woven into the fibres of our people.
Keep body, mind, and training up at all times.
Have no remorse in the savagery of conflict.
Win, prevail, and survive.



Day Ten: 29/30 December

On the tenth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me ten lords a-leaping...

Ten for the Ten Commandments, what else; but doesn't that phrase remind you of yet another obscure song: Green Grow the Rushes O? Here it is, from the final verse:

I'll sing you twelve, O
Green grow the rushes, O
What are your twelve, O?
Twelve for the twelve Apostles
Eleven for the eleven who went to heaven,
Ten for the ten commandments,
Nine for the nine bright shiners,
Eight for the April Rainers,
Seven for the seven stars in the sky,
and Six for the six proud walkers,
Five for the symbols at your door,
and Four for the Gospel makers,
Three, three, the rivals,
Two, two, the lily-white boys,
Clothed all in green, O
One is one and all alone
And evermore shall be so.

Some of the meanings are clear. The twelve apostles are the inner circle of Jesus' disciples, with eleven remaining after Judas' departure. The ten commandments, yes, got them. The nine bright shiners? Possibly the nine orders of angels, in ascending order, said to be angels, archangels, principalities/rulers, powers/authorities, virtues/strongholds, dominions/lordships, thrones, cherubim, and seraphim. The April Rainers are the Hyades star cluster, known in classical times as the 'rainy Hyades', which rise with the sun in April and were believed to inaugurate the rains of that month. The Seven Stars might be the Pleides or Ursa Major, or the seven traditional planets, or the seven stars referred to in Revelation (1.16) held in the right hand of Christ and representing the angels of the seven early churches. The Six Proud Walkers might be either a corruption of the word 'waters', referring to the six jars of water that Jesus turned into wine at the wedding feast in Cana of Galilee, or the six armed men of Ezekiel's vision (Ez. 9.2) - although I always imagine them to be the sort of walkers who stride about in the Lake District, wearing anoraks and bobble hats and wielding walking sticks :-) The five symbols 'at your door' is most likely to be the mezuzah which contained a section of the Torah - the first five books of Moses. But it might be a reference to the symbols put up to indicate a willingness to shelter Catholic priests during the persecutions. Four explains itself - the authors to whom the canonical gospels are attributed. Three, three the Rivals? Possibly a reference to Peter, James and John, who disputed which was considered to be the greatest. Or (there's almost always an 'or'!) it might be a corruption of the word 'Wisers' meaning the three Magi of the Nativity stories. The lily-white boys' may be Moses and Elijah, who appeared in dazzling white at the transfiguration of Jesus... or... they might be the statues of St. John and Our Lady, which traditionally during Holy Week were wrapped in rushes... or... they might be Adam and Eve. Bit of a problem with gender identity with these latter two suggestions! And the final 'or' - they were druids. In which case, why? And finally, One is one and all alone - it's poor lonely old God.
No, I don't think much of these interpretations either! And I won't bore you any further with the variant forms of the song!!
So, setting all that aside (phew), instead of lighting ten candles, I shall light one (because ten is a one and a zero) for all those people who, like God in the song, are all alone and don't want to be so.



Day Eleven: 30/31 December

On the eleventh day of Christmas, my true love gave to me eleven pipers piping...

Well, as we can extrapolate from Green Grow the Rushes (Oh!), the eleven pipers represent the eleven so-called 'faithful' disciples, that is, all but Judas. I've always felt sad for Judas. I believe that, like many of us, he did his best, but didn't, and probably couldn't, fully understand what the consequences of his actions would be. According to the stories, he then killed himself. It is not for us to judge him or anyone else, but to pity and to weep... and light twelve candles... and, come Easter, to put twelve marzipan balls on the Simnel Cake.


When I went out to kill myself, I caught
a pack of hoodlums beating up a man.
Running to spare his suffering, I forgot
my name, my number, how my day began,
how soldiers milled around the garden stone
and sang amusing songs; how all that day
their javelins measured crowds; how I alone
bargained the proper coins, and slipped away.

Banished from heaven, I found this victim beaten,
stripped kneed, and left to cry. Dropping my rope
aside, I ran, ignored the uniforms:
then I remembered bread my flesh had eaten,
the kiss that ate my flesh. Flayed without hope,
I held the man for nothing in my arms.
James Wright



Day Twelve: 31 December/1 January

On the twelvth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me twelve drummers drumming...

The twelve drummers are said to represent the 'twelve points' of the Apostles' Creed:

I believe in God the Father all-mighty, creator of heaven and earth.
I believe in Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord.
He was conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit and born of the Virgin Mary.
Under Pontius Pilate, he was crucified, died, and was buried.
He descended to the dead. On the third day he rose again.
He ascended into heaven and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
He will come again to judge the living and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit, the holy catholic Church,
the communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body, and the life everlasting.

Exactly how that's split into twelve is another of those mystical mysteries! However, this day is both New Year's Eve and the last of these twelve days, with a new twelve months ahead. I have twelve candles at the ready, together with a piece of paper on which I've written twelve changes I intend to make, one per month, over this next year; not resolutions, which can and should be made at any time, but intentions. And each month I shall light one of my twelve lights to bring me into those changes. And here is my best-loved poem for a new year, new month, new day:


New Every Morning


Every day is a new beginning,
Hearken my soul to the glad refrain.
And, spite of old sorrows
And older sinning,
Troubles forecasted
And possible pain,
Take heart with the day and begin again.

Susan Coolidge



Merry Christmas - and warm wishes for a happy and blessed New Year.